I MISS YOU, I FUCKED UP, NOW I'M FUCKED!! - w4m - 38 (dublin / pleasanton / livermore)

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Date: 2007-10-10, 8:04AM PDT


We were together for 17 years and I miss you. It took me this long to realize you are my "true love" and now it's too late. We had everything and I threw it all away and for that I am so sorry and I pay for it every day and night. I want you back baby, to be a family again for our daughter. Remember we were making plans just three short weeks ago to rebuild what we had and start fresh. Baby we both made mistakes in our marriage but we loved eachother. Now you are hooked up with the neighbor lady with 6 kids and cut me right off and I am so beside myself. I feel like I am 3 weeks too late and the ache in my heart is unbearable. I know that we have loved eachother for 20 years together for 17 of those years and I don't want to just let go. I think our family is worth fighting for. I asked your neighbor lady if she loved you as much as I do and her reply was "I care about him" so please we would not have gone through all this if we did not truly love eachother. I would drop everything for you!!!! Lesson learned ok enough already.

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Am I your dream girl? - 21

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Date: 2007-10-02, 10:07PM CDT


I am wondering what will happen because of this post. Will you become my newest online buddy or maybe even the love of my life. wow thats a weird thought and a bit cheesy as well.
I am an attractive white female who is 5'9 with brown eyes and brown hair. I am currently a student who is determined to graduate. This semester i am taking 18credits. (so if you like writing papers and are extra smart maybe you would be willing to help me out from time to time.)I work part time as a front desk person at a hotel.
I don't smoke or do drugs. both are gross habits. I do drink a little but i am not a huge party girl. I love movies. I admit i waste much of my time with them. Its fun to escape into a different world from time to time. The only kind of movie i don't enjoy are most horror films. I love someone who can make me laugh. I like it when a guy holds the door open for me. I love cuddling during movies. Kisses are always wonderful. I listen to all kinds of music. but only a little rap and country. I sing along to the radio in the car(mostly when i am alone, sometimes with trusted friends,lol). I like heals cuz i enjoy being tall; with the summer season flip flops are what i wear most. I enjoy playing around with a basket ball. it helps wash the stress away, I don't do it enough though. I believe water is amazing. There are two reasons for that statement, one because swimming is great and two water fights and rain drops. i don't think i need say more.

The few things i want in a guy:
1. A great sense of humor. you need to be able to laugh at your self when you do stupid things. and not be mad at me for laughing at you.
2. I am not looking for a sugar daddy. but it would feel nice to have someone take care of me for a change. It would be nice to have someone who is on top of things and know what they want out of life.
3. I need someone who believes in God.
4. I need an honest person who will not lead me on.
5. You need to be younger than 30. we will have more in common. Working at the hotel i get a lot of creepy old man hitting on me and it makes for a funny story sometimes but its not anything i want.
6. You should get along with many types of people because i do.
7. No man whores please.
8. you should enjoy cuddling

If you want to see a picture of me then ask. but realize ill show you mine if you show me yours. The only reason i am not putting a picture up is cuz i want someone who is really interested in finding more out about me.

Seeking Partner in Life - Physically Disabled Woman is Fine. - 55

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Date: 2007-10-05, 8:19PM PDT


I am a 55 year old divorced Jewish male that is seeking the love of my life.
Educated, kind, sincere and loving man, 6'tall, 250 lbs, dark brown eyes, beard and a little (well maybe a lot) bald. Painfully honest and new to dating.

Wish to meet a woman who can appreciate all that life has to offer. Romance, best friend, travel and fun. I am a caregiver by heart and would like to be sincerely appreciated for all that I could do and give to someone! Love and passion is a must!

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Decent Human Being! Jeez... - 28

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Date: 2007-10-04, 11:42PM EDT


Chances are that the majority of you will send responses that will be immediately deleted. You'll say something like, "What up, Ma?" and show me a picture of your chest in front of a webcam, or worse, just your dick (suggesting that that is your most attractive feature is tantamount to paying someone to be in the same room with you). I know this only because I have tried the craigslist thing before, and at best, had a fun time with someone that I wound up not being compatible with, because the parallax error between the internet and reality is simultaneously slight and great.

Or you'll email me all pissed for using vocabulary you are unfamiliar with and coming off as a bitch because I have been around the block and have watched you play your game a time or two.

And yet, I am back here on the internet, because enjoying the exercise of futility that is life is part of it's sweet, sweet, debilitating sweetness.

Although, if you made it this far, there is perhaps hope? Enough to produce a red herring for my dogged idealism to chase momentarily? Come on, be a sport.

I am 5'11", dry and full-bodied like a heady red wine. Black/hispanic looking. Think Jill Scott sporting something in pink. Jill Scott in pink after a pizza. Not too frou-frou, just enjoy enjoying myself. Funny, artistic, intelligent, spiritual, practical.

You are: nice. smart. funny. tall. seriously. gotta get up to 5'10 at least, so I don't have to look at you with your chin buried in my breasts when we hug. Not a mother, and not trying to be one yet. Also, if you email me back and tell me you are SOOOOO into BBW, I will punch you in the throat. I am freakin done with you fetishists. Not trying to be your fantasy. Just trying to be me. Please be fine with that.

IF you're into it:
Please send a picture. Please have an attractive face. I promise you I am beautiful and will show you that from the waist up in an email.

Just looking for something to last more than 11 Minutes. Whatever space we find where that exists interests me.



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Looking For Emotional Love and Monogmous Woman - 40

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Date: 2007-09-28, 12:03AM EDT


Hello. My name is Randy. I have posted before, but not found what i'm looking for. I'm looking for someone that likes to spend a lot of time with their partner. Someone who i can trust and is monogomous. Someone that can not only be my lover, but my best friend. Someone who is a good listener. Someone who i can lean on. Someone who is not afraid to cry and show her emotions. All those things and more you will get in return. I'm a non smoker and non drinker. I'm a very serious person, but at the same time a very humorous one. I'm a Physical education Teacher. I trully love my job. My best job however, is being a Dad. My two boys are my life:Michael (13 next week) and Danny 11. They live with their mother, but i see them 3x a week and every other weekend. Sounds like a lot, but it isn't, as i miss them so, and hurt without them. I like to workout, go crusin in my mustang convertible, go shopping(especially to yard sales), see movies, and listen to music. I'm an 80's boy mostly, but i like the new stuff too. I have been married 2x. i will always tell the truth,, and the truth is i'm a very good man who hasn't been treated right by a woman. I need to have some attraction, but i'm not a freak on size and this and that. My first wife was white, and my second black. I tell you that because i care about whats inside the most. I don't want a one night stand at all, i have never been that type of person. My second wife was not true to me, and i no longer want to look over my shoulder, I simply want to be happy. A dream of mine is too make love to a woman, and want to stay next to her after we conclude, not just come and go. Meaning, not a physical thing, but emotional one. Feel me? I said i would always be honest, and here are some things that may make you not contact me. I do have a lot of drama in my life. My first wife is the devil, and we do go at it from time to time- she is a sick woman.(mentally) Even though there is only a 10% chance of you getting this from me, my second wife did give me herpes. i have been symptom free for 8 years. Finally, my youngest son Danny, who is the love of my life has Autism. He is completely non verbal, but does communicate rather well to me. Till the day i die, i will love and take care of my son- he means everything to me. I want someone who will love me for who i am, not try to change me. i do love me, as i am a very good person. I have a lot to offer the right woman. I hope both pictures of me come through. I shaved my head in honor of one of my students who had cancer, and was going through chemo. I like the Kojack look, so i have kept it bald. for the right woman, if she likes me with hair, i will grow it back. i thank you for reading about me, and i hope to hear from you. Randy a poem i wrote tells a lot about me: sometimes my shot will miss, other times it will swish. sometimes i'll kick the ball for a score, and other times i'll play like a bore. sometimes i'll disagree with an umpires call, but the next time i'll show him i can really hit that ball. and sometimes in sports and life i'm gonna take a fall, but i'm always gonna pick myself right back up and get on the ball.

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